Dear Baby,
Sorry I haven't written in a couple days. It's not that I haven't been thinking about it, it's just that I am trying to stay off my feet while getting as many things prepared for your arrival as possible. And that can be challenging at times. These past few days (or weeks) have been filled with a lot of anxiety and excitement. I am really hoping that we meet you next week and that everything goes well on Friday. All my Doctor's visits last week were great and everything seems to be on schedule. I have an appointment with Doctor Davis on Tuesday and then Friday is the big day. I have been driving your Daddy nuts with my lists, to-do tasks, and tears in the last few weeks. I think I have just reach the point where the end (or beginning) is near and I can't believe it. It seems like everything is coming to a head. Working half days have been a blessing, but I am still finding myself "busy". I want everything to be perfect for your homecoming. So now I wait patiently for this upcoming week to be over and find out if we are ready to finally meet you. My precious child.
I love you so much,
Mom
September 27, 2008
September 23, 2008
Random Report
Dear Baby-
Here's a look at a few pictures from my work baby shower last Friday morning. It's hard to tell from these pictures, but there were about 30 people there, lots of food, and tons of gifts:
Here's a look at a few pictures from my work baby shower last Friday morning. It's hard to tell from these pictures, but there were about 30 people there, lots of food, and tons of gifts:
On Saturday afternoon, I had a prenatal massage that your Dad had arranged for me. It was awesome! I was a bit nervous about the whole thing since I am not exactly feeling like myself these days and I wasn't sure what to expect. Heather made me feel totally comfortable and the whole massage was modified to fit my needs. She wasn't a "touchy-feely" massage-person (If that makes sense?), she worked on pressure points and kneaded the muscles in my back/hips. It totally lowered my blood pressure and felt wonderful afterwards. I am really grateful to your Daddy, since it helped release some of the anxiety of the past few weeks. On Monday afternoon, I went in for another NST and meeting with Doctor Davis. You passed the NST, but Doctor Davis is concerned about my swelling. He has decided to put me on 1/2 days at work until you are born. This way, I can work for 4 hours and still be able to rest/put my feet up. It does feel like a relief, but at the same time, my plan was to continue working until you arrived. I will be working from 1-5 in the afternoons. I am sure my boss wasn't too happy, but I need to take of you and myself. On Monday Evening, I attended the second breastfeeding class. We learned about pumping, breast milk storage, and some other guidelines. I am pretty sure that the class has actually made me more nervous about doing this. I am just going to try my best and get help when I need it. All in all, it made me very sad to be planning for returning to work so soon after you arrive.
Love, Mom
September 22, 2008
Nursery Pictures
Dear Munchkin,
We have finally finished the nursery. Everything is all set for your arrival. The only thing missing is you! Of course, I am sure I will be in here every day "fixing" things and adding finishing touches. But for the most part, this is how your room is going to look:
I hope you like it as much as we do.
We have finally finished the nursery. Everything is all set for your arrival. The only thing missing is you! Of course, I am sure I will be in here every day "fixing" things and adding finishing touches. But for the most part, this is how your room is going to look:
I hope you like it as much as we do.
Love, Mom
September 19, 2008
Past Two Days
Dear Munchkin,
There has been a lot to write about these past few days! Yesterday your Daddy and I had a doctor appointment and then went to our final birth and baby class. We missed our fifth class a few weeks ago and luckily our teacher let us sit in on another one she was teaching. I am really glad we were able to attend since the topic was newborn care. Then this morning, my work place, threw me a surprise baby shower!
Doctor's Visit- You passed your NST with flying colors. I always worry a bit about passing when we go in, because some doctors are really strict about them. I understand the concern, but the last thing I want to do is fail the test and then be sent over to the hospital for a check up. It's expensive and time consuming. Your Daddy and I meet with Doctor D afterwards for a brief chat. After our last conversation about the induction, we had lots of questions. At the time, we were feeling overwhelmed with the possibility of your early arrival, so this was a good time to talk about our future plans. Basically, if your lungs are mature on the 3rd, then I would go to the hospital Sunday evening (the 5th) and start on some medication to induce labor. You probably be born the next day on the 6th. There are different methods of induction, so the medication used would also depend on what my cervix is doing "on it's own". If your lungs are not mature, then we adopt a wait and see philosophy along with scheduling C-Section at 39 weeks. If your lungs are borderline, we also follow that same plan. Doctor Davis's hope (and ours) is that I would go into labor naturally before 39 weeks to avoid the C-section. Since overall things are looking good, Doctor Davis is pretty confident that you will be here in a few weeks. At the very most, I will be pregnant for about 5 more weeks and maybe have only 2 weeks left.
Birth & Baby Class- Our last birth & baby class was about newborn care. We covered a lot of basic subjects such as diapering, bathing, burping, swaddling, and crying. We watched a long video about your typical day and night day. Each couple had a "baby" to practice on. Your Dad and I did a pretty good job. Most of the information was common sense. Of course, a lot of our solutions, we will be making up as we go along. Lucky for you, the firstborn are the experiment!
Work Shower- This morning, Carlton Scale threw a baby shower for me. They told me that we had a safety meeting in the conference room and when I arrived, it was all decked out. Everyone was there (including the service techs) and it was so adorable. There was a huge breakfast spread, cute decorations, and tons of gifts. It was pretty funny, because after the food was gone, so were the men! The girls in the office went crazy with the gifts. You got a Baby Einstein jumper, clothes, blankets, bottles, shampoo, sheets, and all kinds of toys. It was truly overwhelming to see how much my co-workers care about our family. One of my co-workers took some pictures, so I should be able to post some next week when she sends them to me. We have been so blessed with three showers and now your nursery is really full.
This weekend I am going to have my prenatal massage and plan to finish up the nursery. I need to put away all the new gifts and tweak it up just a little. Then I will post some pictures for all to enjoy.
I love you,
Mom
There has been a lot to write about these past few days! Yesterday your Daddy and I had a doctor appointment and then went to our final birth and baby class. We missed our fifth class a few weeks ago and luckily our teacher let us sit in on another one she was teaching. I am really glad we were able to attend since the topic was newborn care. Then this morning, my work place, threw me a surprise baby shower!
Doctor's Visit- You passed your NST with flying colors. I always worry a bit about passing when we go in, because some doctors are really strict about them. I understand the concern, but the last thing I want to do is fail the test and then be sent over to the hospital for a check up. It's expensive and time consuming. Your Daddy and I meet with Doctor D afterwards for a brief chat. After our last conversation about the induction, we had lots of questions. At the time, we were feeling overwhelmed with the possibility of your early arrival, so this was a good time to talk about our future plans. Basically, if your lungs are mature on the 3rd, then I would go to the hospital Sunday evening (the 5th) and start on some medication to induce labor. You probably be born the next day on the 6th. There are different methods of induction, so the medication used would also depend on what my cervix is doing "on it's own". If your lungs are not mature, then we adopt a wait and see philosophy along with scheduling C-Section at 39 weeks. If your lungs are borderline, we also follow that same plan. Doctor Davis's hope (and ours) is that I would go into labor naturally before 39 weeks to avoid the C-section. Since overall things are looking good, Doctor Davis is pretty confident that you will be here in a few weeks. At the very most, I will be pregnant for about 5 more weeks and maybe have only 2 weeks left.
Birth & Baby Class- Our last birth & baby class was about newborn care. We covered a lot of basic subjects such as diapering, bathing, burping, swaddling, and crying. We watched a long video about your typical day and night day. Each couple had a "baby" to practice on. Your Dad and I did a pretty good job. Most of the information was common sense. Of course, a lot of our solutions, we will be making up as we go along. Lucky for you, the firstborn are the experiment!
Work Shower- This morning, Carlton Scale threw a baby shower for me. They told me that we had a safety meeting in the conference room and when I arrived, it was all decked out. Everyone was there (including the service techs) and it was so adorable. There was a huge breakfast spread, cute decorations, and tons of gifts. It was pretty funny, because after the food was gone, so were the men! The girls in the office went crazy with the gifts. You got a Baby Einstein jumper, clothes, blankets, bottles, shampoo, sheets, and all kinds of toys. It was truly overwhelming to see how much my co-workers care about our family. One of my co-workers took some pictures, so I should be able to post some next week when she sends them to me. We have been so blessed with three showers and now your nursery is really full.
This weekend I am going to have my prenatal massage and plan to finish up the nursery. I need to put away all the new gifts and tweak it up just a little. Then I will post some pictures for all to enjoy.
I love you,
Mom
September 15, 2008
Weekend Update
Dear Munchkin,
What a whirlwind weekend! It was very exciting, fun, overwhelming, emotional, exhausting, busy, and joyful. The weekend got started on Thursday night when we picked up Grandma Lumsden and Aunt Diane from the airport. They arrived about 8 and we finally settled into bed about 11:30. Your Daddy and I had to work on Friday morning, so the twins cruised Greensboro until it was time for the first event. Then the girls picked me up at work and we were off to start our weekend!
Moses Cone Baby Shower-Your Daddy's co-workers got together and threw us quite a party. It was so fun and everything looked totally adorable. I certainly wasn't expecting such a big deal! Here are some pictures from the afternoon:
Daddy, Mommy, Grandma, and Aunt Diane
What a whirlwind weekend! It was very exciting, fun, overwhelming, emotional, exhausting, busy, and joyful. The weekend got started on Thursday night when we picked up Grandma Lumsden and Aunt Diane from the airport. They arrived about 8 and we finally settled into bed about 11:30. Your Daddy and I had to work on Friday morning, so the twins cruised Greensboro until it was time for the first event. Then the girls picked me up at work and we were off to start our weekend!
Moses Cone Baby Shower-Your Daddy's co-workers got together and threw us quite a party. It was so fun and everything looked totally adorable. I certainly wasn't expecting such a big deal! Here are some pictures from the afternoon:
Daddy, Mommy, Grandma, and Aunt Diane
Guess the baby food game. I totally lost.
Wet Wipes. Anyone who knows me can appreciate my face in this picture.
Delicious Cake
Tons of Baby Gifts
Daddy Boot Camp- On Saturday morning your Daddy enlisted in Daddy Boot Camp. It's a class offered at the hospital for guys taught by guys. It's all about learning the tricks of the trade from a man's perspective. They also have real live infants in the class. Once you are old enough, your Daddy might be asked to volunteer his services to other new parents. I have pressed your Daddy for details from camp, but he has just said it was lots of fun and very informative. Oh, how I would like to have been a fly on the wall that morning!
Baby Shower- Four of my best friends got together and planned an awesome baby shower for our family. It was hosted by Missy, Ann Marvin, MaryScot, and Stewart. It was so sweet and they thought of every little detail. They made sure to have tons of yummy food that I could eat every single bite of. Even a special desert served to us! It was such a great mix of family, college friends, work friends, and church friends. Events like this always make me think about how grateful I am to have so many women in my life whom I cherish. These friendship are so special and have truly made me the person I am today. Once everyone had their fill of yummy food, we played the first game. MaryScot (ever-the-teacher) had us guess the baby animal. For example, a dog would have a puppy. If only they were that easy! Then after the game, I opened gifts. There are so many presents. Eloise and EmmaScot (Ann Marvin's girls) helped play Santa and brought me all the gifts. I can't even begin to name off all the fun stuff we received. Your nursery is totally stocked now. After the presents, we played a game called dirty diaper. Each diaper had a candy bar melted in it and we had to figure it out which one was which. I did fair better at this game, but it was still hard. Then things started winding down. I stayed behind to catch up with friends who had traveled to see me. All in all, it was just a fantastic afternoon. Check out some of the gifts below:
Wreath of Diapers
Mrs. Jolly, Amy, and Amber
Piggy Bank from Dad & Debra
Homemade Blanket from Grandma (Which of course made me bawl!)
Framed Picture for your Nursery
Sunday-On Sunday, we attacked your nursery. It's not totally complete, but it is almost done. There are just a few finishing touches I need to add. I am going to post some pictures of the finished product this week or weekend. I have to say, it looks so fabulous. I could just stand in there for hours and I can't wait to see you sleeping in the crib!
NST Monday- Monday morning, you passed the NST with no problem. I saw a different doctor and everything was fine. My legs and feet have become quite swollen in the past few days, but since my BP and weight gain are on track, it shouldn't be an issue. I see Doctor Davis on Thursday and I am going to ask him about the backup plan if your lungs are not mature. There are so many details running through my head right now, it's not even funny!
I love you very much, Mom
September 11, 2008
Final Countdown
Dear Baby-
This morning we had an ultrasound and meeting with Doctor Davis. All is well with you and you now have an estimated weight of a whooping 5lbs 10ozs! My weight is up 7.2lbs (the highest it's been so far!), my blood pressure was 120/70, and your heart rate was 138. You are big. As in 94th percentile big. Doctor Davis presented us with two options. The first would be to continue to ride out the pregnancy and see what happens. Once you reach 4500grams (between 9-10lbs), they would take you via C-Section. Most likely, if we decided to wait, you would be born @ 37-38 weeks and would be a big baby. The second is to induce labor after 36 weeks. They will perform an amniocentesis test to see if your lungs are fully mature. If they are, then I would be induced at the hospital within a few days of the test. Basically, it gives me a chance to deliver you naturally with less risk of complications whilst yielding a smaller baby. Given the choice, your Daddy and I decided that this would be the best option for us. I know that I would do whatever is medically necessary for your health and safety, but given the opportunity to avoid major abdominal surgery, I will take it. Of course, there is still a chance that I could labor and still end up having a C-Section. Plus the amniocentesis is not without risk. Doctor Davis had his nurse set up the amnio test for Friday October 3rd @ 7:45 AM. The test results should be back that afternoon. Doctor Davis is going to be on-call starting Monday October 6th in the afternoon and we would probably be admitted to the hospital sometime early that week. So if all goes well, I will know on the 3rd when the induction will take place. You might be born about 3 weeks. Say it with me people "3 WEEKS!". At this point, there are still a lot of variables up in the air. If your lungs aren't mature, then the plan changes and we reevaluate. For the moment, I will continue my normal routine and keep all my standing doctor's appointments. Until October 3rd, I wait patiently. As I have been for the past 8 months for your arrival. Thank goodness my baby showers are this weekend and my Mom will here! These next few weeks are going to be impossibly slow......
I love you,
Mom
PS- 3 Weeks! 3 Weeks! 3 Weeks!
This morning we had an ultrasound and meeting with Doctor Davis. All is well with you and you now have an estimated weight of a whooping 5lbs 10ozs! My weight is up 7.2lbs (the highest it's been so far!), my blood pressure was 120/70, and your heart rate was 138. You are big. As in 94th percentile big. Doctor Davis presented us with two options. The first would be to continue to ride out the pregnancy and see what happens. Once you reach 4500grams (between 9-10lbs), they would take you via C-Section. Most likely, if we decided to wait, you would be born @ 37-38 weeks and would be a big baby. The second is to induce labor after 36 weeks. They will perform an amniocentesis test to see if your lungs are fully mature. If they are, then I would be induced at the hospital within a few days of the test. Basically, it gives me a chance to deliver you naturally with less risk of complications whilst yielding a smaller baby. Given the choice, your Daddy and I decided that this would be the best option for us. I know that I would do whatever is medically necessary for your health and safety, but given the opportunity to avoid major abdominal surgery, I will take it. Of course, there is still a chance that I could labor and still end up having a C-Section. Plus the amniocentesis is not without risk. Doctor Davis had his nurse set up the amnio test for Friday October 3rd @ 7:45 AM. The test results should be back that afternoon. Doctor Davis is going to be on-call starting Monday October 6th in the afternoon and we would probably be admitted to the hospital sometime early that week. So if all goes well, I will know on the 3rd when the induction will take place. You might be born about 3 weeks. Say it with me people "3 WEEKS!". At this point, there are still a lot of variables up in the air. If your lungs aren't mature, then the plan changes and we reevaluate. For the moment, I will continue my normal routine and keep all my standing doctor's appointments. Until October 3rd, I wait patiently. As I have been for the past 8 months for your arrival. Thank goodness my baby showers are this weekend and my Mom will here! These next few weeks are going to be impossibly slow......
I love you,
Mom
PS- 3 Weeks! 3 Weeks! 3 Weeks!
September 9, 2008
Catching Up
Dear Baby,
This week has been busy! Every time I felt like I had a moment to write you a letter, it seemed like something came up. (I must confess sometimes that something was a N-A-P) I am really starting to slow down these days. It is very frustrating for me since I usually have a go, go, go attitude and try to attend every event. But I truly believe that after September, things will be a little calmer. Here is an update of the stuff that have been going on in Munchkinland the past couple of days:
Gifts-Our neighbor, Faye, came over last weekend bearing gifts. She has a year old grand daughter who has outgrown 2 baby swings and a highchair. Everything she gave us is in excellent shape. We stripped everything that we could wash, hosed all of the plastic down, and replaced the highchair cover. Now it looks brand new! I know some of the items are on our registry and we might end up getting duplicates. But at least we will have some different options, might be able to leave somethings with the Grandparents, or give back to friends who have helped us. We are so lucky to have such thoughtful neighbors!
Friday's NST- I had another NST on Friday afternoon. The nurse said that this was the best NST she had seen in over 20 years of nursing. At first, you were just sleeping. Then after about 10 minutes, you totally woke up. We kept seeing spike after spike. All the nurses crowded into the room to watch my belly move. It was awesome to have someone else see your movements. I was so proud of you, my little gymnast!
Doctor Appointment- Yesterday morning I went in for my NST and follow up. I have been having some sharp shooting pains below my belly button on my right side for a couple of days. It was painful enough that I woke up crying on Sunday night and my sleep has been totally out of whack. It doesn't feel like contractions, but I needed to make sure that this was supposed to be happening. I was supposed to go in @ 4:15 PM yesterday, but I ended up calling @ 8 AM and seeing the doctor @ 9 AM instead. Your Dad went with me since he was concerned about the pain as well. The NST was fine, you passed after about 45 minutes on the monitor. Doctor Davis told me that he thinks this pain is an positional uterine/round ligament issue. Basically the muscles are stretching, pulling, tearing, or ripping. Perfectly normal for pregnancy, nothing really to do but rest and Tylenol. I decided to stay home from work yesterday and catch up on the missing sleep from the night before. I took a Tylenol PM last night and actually slept for 4 straight hours. Woo-hoo! Hopefully these muscles will eventually get used to their new workload. Breastfeeding Class- Last night, I attended a breastfeeding workshop. I was surprised to see so many Dads in audience. I told your Daddy it was just for girls! Our teacher, Leslie is a lactation consultant for Women's hospital. The class was packed and it was very helpful. Of course, like all the new things we are going to learn, this will take practice. But I am extremely committed to the idea that this will be the best option for us. We had a brief introduction of ourselves (each table), watched a video, and then she began the lecture. Leslie took us through step by step teaching us what to do and what is supposed to happen. All in all, it was very informative and I fairly confident in my abilities. One very reassuring point she made was that there is plenty of help available. The second part of the workshop is in a couple weeks. Even though I wasn't feeling in tip-top shape, I am really glad I attended anyway.
This Week- Right now, I am feeling really anxious about the ultrasound scheduled for Thursday morning. It will tell us if you are on target for weight gain. Hopefully I have been doing a good enough job with diet/medication and your weight is within normal range. Fingers crossed. Thursday night, our family starts arriving for the fun shower weekend. I am sure I will have lots pictures come Monday. I will write soon.
I love you,
Mom
This week has been busy! Every time I felt like I had a moment to write you a letter, it seemed like something came up. (I must confess sometimes that something was a N-A-P) I am really starting to slow down these days. It is very frustrating for me since I usually have a go, go, go attitude and try to attend every event. But I truly believe that after September, things will be a little calmer. Here is an update of the stuff that have been going on in Munchkinland the past couple of days:
Gifts-Our neighbor, Faye, came over last weekend bearing gifts. She has a year old grand daughter who has outgrown 2 baby swings and a highchair. Everything she gave us is in excellent shape. We stripped everything that we could wash, hosed all of the plastic down, and replaced the highchair cover. Now it looks brand new! I know some of the items are on our registry and we might end up getting duplicates. But at least we will have some different options, might be able to leave somethings with the Grandparents, or give back to friends who have helped us. We are so lucky to have such thoughtful neighbors!
Friday's NST- I had another NST on Friday afternoon. The nurse said that this was the best NST she had seen in over 20 years of nursing. At first, you were just sleeping. Then after about 10 minutes, you totally woke up. We kept seeing spike after spike. All the nurses crowded into the room to watch my belly move. It was awesome to have someone else see your movements. I was so proud of you, my little gymnast!
Doctor Appointment- Yesterday morning I went in for my NST and follow up. I have been having some sharp shooting pains below my belly button on my right side for a couple of days. It was painful enough that I woke up crying on Sunday night and my sleep has been totally out of whack. It doesn't feel like contractions, but I needed to make sure that this was supposed to be happening. I was supposed to go in @ 4:15 PM yesterday, but I ended up calling @ 8 AM and seeing the doctor @ 9 AM instead. Your Dad went with me since he was concerned about the pain as well. The NST was fine, you passed after about 45 minutes on the monitor. Doctor Davis told me that he thinks this pain is an positional uterine/round ligament issue. Basically the muscles are stretching, pulling, tearing, or ripping. Perfectly normal for pregnancy, nothing really to do but rest and Tylenol. I decided to stay home from work yesterday and catch up on the missing sleep from the night before. I took a Tylenol PM last night and actually slept for 4 straight hours. Woo-hoo! Hopefully these muscles will eventually get used to their new workload. Breastfeeding Class- Last night, I attended a breastfeeding workshop. I was surprised to see so many Dads in audience. I told your Daddy it was just for girls! Our teacher, Leslie is a lactation consultant for Women's hospital. The class was packed and it was very helpful. Of course, like all the new things we are going to learn, this will take practice. But I am extremely committed to the idea that this will be the best option for us. We had a brief introduction of ourselves (each table), watched a video, and then she began the lecture. Leslie took us through step by step teaching us what to do and what is supposed to happen. All in all, it was very informative and I fairly confident in my abilities. One very reassuring point she made was that there is plenty of help available. The second part of the workshop is in a couple weeks. Even though I wasn't feeling in tip-top shape, I am really glad I attended anyway.
This Week- Right now, I am feeling really anxious about the ultrasound scheduled for Thursday morning. It will tell us if you are on target for weight gain. Hopefully I have been doing a good enough job with diet/medication and your weight is within normal range. Fingers crossed. Thursday night, our family starts arriving for the fun shower weekend. I am sure I will have lots pictures come Monday. I will write soon.
I love you,
Mom
September 4, 2008
32 Weeks
Dearest Baby-Today I am 32 weeks pregnant. We are 8/9 of the way through our pregnancy journey together. Now entering the home stretch and starting to count down the days! My pregnancy ticker is less than 60 days. Yikes. I remember when it was something like 245 days and I thought the Fall would never get here! It's already September and time is only going to move more rapidly until you are born. You and I had a busy month in August. It was filled with lots of doctor appointments, classes, and first experiences. It was last month that your Daddy and others finally felt you kick. We have completed most of our birth & baby classes and learned a lot of new things. The list of things "to-do-for-baby" is slowing dwindling. Next weekend, we are being given two baby showers and Grandma Lumsden comes to visit. Your nursery should be well stocked and decorated after that weekend! I am becoming increasingly preoccupied with thoughts about meeting you and how our family dynamic is going to change. Excitement, worry, anticipation, anxiety, nervousness, awe, wonder, love, overwhelming, amazement, happy, thrilled, curiosity, and scared are all words that race through my brain round the clock. As I near the end, I am also feeling a bit of sadness. Not in the traditional sense, but because I am going to have to share you with the world soon. Right now, it's just you and me. But I also know how many people are anxiously waiting for you and how much love will surround you. Selfishly, I am only a *little* sad.
I love you very much,
Mom
September 3, 2008
NST/Birth & Baby Class
Dear Munchkin,
This week marked the beginning of my twice weekly Non Stress Tests (NST) and checkups with the doctor. All my stats were basically the same: a total weight gain of 2 lbs, BP of 122/70, and your heart rate was in the low to mid 140s. They hooked me up to the monitors and everything looked good. The doctors are looking for 3 big spikes (or 5 little ones) in your heart rate during a 20 minute period. The only thing that stinks (beside going in twice a week) is that if you are asleep or non-active during the test, they may order an ultrasound just in case. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate them being proactive, but at this point it's a little annoying. Plus I already have an ultrasound scheduled next week to check your size. Doctor Davis said everything else was good, but I still have a little infection in my urine. I might have to stay on a low dose antibiotics until you are born, but we see what happens in the next few weeks. He has also tried to work the other doctors into my appointments, so I become familiar with them in case he isn't able to deliver you. I hope that isn't the case, but it might be a good idea to meet these other docs anyway.
In the evening, your Daddy and I went to our 4th Birth & Baby Class. We spent the first part of class reviewing stuff, playing a game, watching a video on pushing positions, and going over a C-Section. During the game, the water broke on the pregnancy pack. It was literally leaking gel all over the guy that was wearing it. It was really funny since we had just gone over what to do when this happens to the girls in our class. The C-Section information was very interesting to me. In some ways, it seems nice to schedule your birth and not have to go through labor, but it so.does.not.look.fun. Especially afterwards. Whenever you are born, I will just have to take what comes my way and make the best of it. At the moment, how you enter this world is out of my control and I just want you to get here safely. The last half of class was spent touring the maternity ward and checking out all the different parts of the hospital. It was really cool. We visited the nursery, saw the OR, checked out the birthing suites, chatted with the nurses, and ended up in a labor & delivery room. Cheryl went over all the different features of the room and some of the guidelines for the hospital. One thing I have been a little worried about is crowd control. Your Daddy and I are so blessed to have lots of family and friends. But it kind of makes me anxious to have a lot of people around me when I give birth. That seems selfish, doesn't it? The hospital limits you to 2 support people while you actually give birth. So your Daddy and your Grandma Lumsden are it. That makes me feel a ton better. Afterwards, I know I will be conflicted about wanting to show you off while trying to maintain a sense of privacy. I know our family and friends will be respectful of our feelings about this and we are so lucky to have them. You have lots of people who will be very anxious to meet you!
Tomorrow marks 32 weeks.....where did the time go?
I love you,
Mom
This week marked the beginning of my twice weekly Non Stress Tests (NST) and checkups with the doctor. All my stats were basically the same: a total weight gain of 2 lbs, BP of 122/70, and your heart rate was in the low to mid 140s. They hooked me up to the monitors and everything looked good. The doctors are looking for 3 big spikes (or 5 little ones) in your heart rate during a 20 minute period. The only thing that stinks (beside going in twice a week) is that if you are asleep or non-active during the test, they may order an ultrasound just in case. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate them being proactive, but at this point it's a little annoying. Plus I already have an ultrasound scheduled next week to check your size. Doctor Davis said everything else was good, but I still have a little infection in my urine. I might have to stay on a low dose antibiotics until you are born, but we see what happens in the next few weeks. He has also tried to work the other doctors into my appointments, so I become familiar with them in case he isn't able to deliver you. I hope that isn't the case, but it might be a good idea to meet these other docs anyway.
In the evening, your Daddy and I went to our 4th Birth & Baby Class. We spent the first part of class reviewing stuff, playing a game, watching a video on pushing positions, and going over a C-Section. During the game, the water broke on the pregnancy pack. It was literally leaking gel all over the guy that was wearing it. It was really funny since we had just gone over what to do when this happens to the girls in our class. The C-Section information was very interesting to me. In some ways, it seems nice to schedule your birth and not have to go through labor, but it so.does.not.look.fun. Especially afterwards. Whenever you are born, I will just have to take what comes my way and make the best of it. At the moment, how you enter this world is out of my control and I just want you to get here safely. The last half of class was spent touring the maternity ward and checking out all the different parts of the hospital. It was really cool. We visited the nursery, saw the OR, checked out the birthing suites, chatted with the nurses, and ended up in a labor & delivery room. Cheryl went over all the different features of the room and some of the guidelines for the hospital. One thing I have been a little worried about is crowd control. Your Daddy and I are so blessed to have lots of family and friends. But it kind of makes me anxious to have a lot of people around me when I give birth. That seems selfish, doesn't it? The hospital limits you to 2 support people while you actually give birth. So your Daddy and your Grandma Lumsden are it. That makes me feel a ton better. Afterwards, I know I will be conflicted about wanting to show you off while trying to maintain a sense of privacy. I know our family and friends will be respectful of our feelings about this and we are so lucky to have them. You have lots of people who will be very anxious to meet you!
Tomorrow marks 32 weeks.....where did the time go?
I love you,
Mom
September 2, 2008
31 Week Pictures
Dear Munchkin,
At least one or two good things came from last week's little trip to the hospital. We know you are healthy, very active, and have some great pictures from the photoshoot.
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Love, Mom
August 31, 2008
21st Century
Dear Munchkin,So we finally bit the bullet this weekend and replaced the old Toshiba. Your Mommy and I have been wanting a new TV for a while now, but we had decided to put it off - but then the Toshiba started having issues. It probably would have lasted for a while longer, but Circuit City had a deal we couldn't refuse. I ran it by your Uncle Geoff and found that even at his cost it wouldn't really make a difference. So anyway, I wanted to let you know that now you won't have the enter the world watching outdated technology and we can watch ESPN together in high definition (even if you end up being a girl).
Love,
Daddy
August 29, 2008
Trip to Women's Hospital
Dear Munchkin,
During the course of this week, I begun feeling more and more crummy. I finally decided that I needed to see the doctor because I was pretty sure that the infection was back. I was starting to feel all of the same symptoms as last time. I knew I didn't want to head into a long weekend feeling badly and without my doctor's office being open. When I arrived at the doctor, I had to see the Nurse Practitioner since the appointment was made on such short notice. While the NP is a very nice woman, she wasn't really sure what to do with me. And I am sure she doesn't have very many pregnant patients, since she exclaimed "Oh, I didn't know you were pregnant!" when she came into the examine room. I had to explain to her (and the nurses) several times the situation from a month ago and how I came to be diagnosed with the Strep B infection. After she did an internal exam and swab test, she felt like I needed to be put on the monitor to rule out any chance of preterm labor. This monitor is the NST machine that I will be hooking up to twice a week from now on. At this point, it was after 5:30 PM and my blood sugar had dropped rapidly. I didn't have an afternoon snack because I was rushing at work, stressing out about all this going on, and simply forgot. In addition, at 2 PM my blood sugar reading was only 79 and should never be lower than 60. I finally asked them for a piece of hard candy so I wouldn't fall over and I knew that I had to eat some dinner ASAP. I stayed on the monitor for about 20 minutes and because you were moving around so much, they were unable to get a good read on your heart rate, but they were able to see my contractions. The NP told me that they were pretty certain the contractions were the results of infection, but wanted to run it by the on-call doctor before I left. The on-call doctor decided that since they couldn't get a good "tracing" on the monitor, she wasn't comfortable sending me home without ruling out preterm labor. So it was off to Women's Hospital for further testing. Before I left, I nearly had a breakdown complete with shaking and sweating. I knew I needed to eat...like now. The NP called Women's to tell them I was on my way. Your Daddy picked up some food and meet me in the maternity admissions area. They got me all set up on a new monitor and let me have some dinner while being on the monitor. Boy, that was a relief. I really thought they were going to have a pregnant lady on the floor, but at least I would have been in the hospital! Anyway, they kept me on the machine for about 45 minutes and then took us for another ultrasound. You looked great and had a perfect ultrasound score. After that, they sent us back to the room for more monitoring and questioning. My blood pressure was a little high (duh), so they checked it a couple times. Finally, they talked to the on-call doctor, who released me to go home. Of course, on the way home we had to stop by the pharmacy to pick up my antibiotics. Which is all I really needed to begin with! I totally understand that the doctor needs to everything to protect us and I am not upset about it, but it ended up being a really long night for a simple problem. The whole process took about 5 hours from start to finish. When we got home, I took my medicine and crashed. I am feeling better today and will have a nice long weekend to take it easy. Rest assured that we have had lots of testing done to let us know that you are one healthy and very active baby!
I love you,
Mom
During the course of this week, I begun feeling more and more crummy. I finally decided that I needed to see the doctor because I was pretty sure that the infection was back. I was starting to feel all of the same symptoms as last time. I knew I didn't want to head into a long weekend feeling badly and without my doctor's office being open. When I arrived at the doctor, I had to see the Nurse Practitioner since the appointment was made on such short notice. While the NP is a very nice woman, she wasn't really sure what to do with me. And I am sure she doesn't have very many pregnant patients, since she exclaimed "Oh, I didn't know you were pregnant!" when she came into the examine room. I had to explain to her (and the nurses) several times the situation from a month ago and how I came to be diagnosed with the Strep B infection. After she did an internal exam and swab test, she felt like I needed to be put on the monitor to rule out any chance of preterm labor. This monitor is the NST machine that I will be hooking up to twice a week from now on. At this point, it was after 5:30 PM and my blood sugar had dropped rapidly. I didn't have an afternoon snack because I was rushing at work, stressing out about all this going on, and simply forgot. In addition, at 2 PM my blood sugar reading was only 79 and should never be lower than 60. I finally asked them for a piece of hard candy so I wouldn't fall over and I knew that I had to eat some dinner ASAP. I stayed on the monitor for about 20 minutes and because you were moving around so much, they were unable to get a good read on your heart rate, but they were able to see my contractions. The NP told me that they were pretty certain the contractions were the results of infection, but wanted to run it by the on-call doctor before I left. The on-call doctor decided that since they couldn't get a good "tracing" on the monitor, she wasn't comfortable sending me home without ruling out preterm labor. So it was off to Women's Hospital for further testing. Before I left, I nearly had a breakdown complete with shaking and sweating. I knew I needed to eat...like now. The NP called Women's to tell them I was on my way. Your Daddy picked up some food and meet me in the maternity admissions area. They got me all set up on a new monitor and let me have some dinner while being on the monitor. Boy, that was a relief. I really thought they were going to have a pregnant lady on the floor, but at least I would have been in the hospital! Anyway, they kept me on the machine for about 45 minutes and then took us for another ultrasound. You looked great and had a perfect ultrasound score. After that, they sent us back to the room for more monitoring and questioning. My blood pressure was a little high (duh), so they checked it a couple times. Finally, they talked to the on-call doctor, who released me to go home. Of course, on the way home we had to stop by the pharmacy to pick up my antibiotics. Which is all I really needed to begin with! I totally understand that the doctor needs to everything to protect us and I am not upset about it, but it ended up being a really long night for a simple problem. The whole process took about 5 hours from start to finish. When we got home, I took my medicine and crashed. I am feeling better today and will have a nice long weekend to take it easy. Rest assured that we have had lots of testing done to let us know that you are one healthy and very active baby!
I love you,
Mom
August 28, 2008
Uh-Oh
Dear Munchkin,
Things aren't looking good here. I suspect the infection is back. I been having contractions again and I am headed to the doctor this afternoon @ 4:45. Hopefully I can get on some antibiotics quickly and they can figure out what's going on. My sugars are higher than normal, but within the the acceptable range. I just have sneaky feeling that my old pal Strep B is rearing it's ugly head again. Your Dad and I supposed to have a make up birth & baby class tonight, but I don't see that happening. Wish me luck and say a few prayers for me.
Love you,
Mom
Things aren't looking good here. I suspect the infection is back. I been having contractions again and I am headed to the doctor this afternoon @ 4:45. Hopefully I can get on some antibiotics quickly and they can figure out what's going on. My sugars are higher than normal, but within the the acceptable range. I just have sneaky feeling that my old pal Strep B is rearing it's ugly head again. Your Dad and I supposed to have a make up birth & baby class tonight, but I don't see that happening. Wish me luck and say a few prayers for me.
Love you,
Mom
August 27, 2008
General Updates
Dear Munchkin,
There has been a lot going on in Munchkinland during the past few days.
Sugars- I went to the doctor on Monday morning and received a nice pat on the back for controlling my sugar levels. Then, after Monday morning's reading, it was like the medicine quit working. My sugars are elevated (after eating standard meals) and I have been experiencing some mild cramping/tightening of my belly. I called the doctor yesterday because I know that something isn't right. He has doubled my dosage of medication in an effort to bring down my numbers. I started the new dosage this morning and so far so good. Breakfast reading was slightly higher than the norm, but it might take a while for the medicine to kick in. Due to the Strep B fiasco, I am slightly paranoid whenever my belly hurts. I am not sure if it is due to infection, stress, high sugar, or even the way I have to hunch over at my desk all day. Add that to my worry about rising sugars combined total lack of sleep and it makes for one very grumpy mama. I did take a Tylenol PM last night which helped my get a few hours of much needed sleep. I felt better this morning and perhaps all I need is this bump in medication. Hopefully that will be all it takes to get me back on track.
Massage- You Daddy surprised me with a gift of a prenatal massage yesterday. It's just what I need and couldn't have come at a better time. There is a lady who comes to Moses Cone to give little mini-massages once a week or so. She needed some help with her computer, so your Dad traded his computer skills for her massage skills. I just need to call her to set up the appointment after work or on the weekend. Your Dad is going on his annual golf trip the weekend after next, so I might schedule it then since I will have lots of "me" time that weekend. Yeah!
3rd Birth & Baby Class- We had our third B&B Class last night. As usual, it was very informative and slightly scary. I know I am learning a lot from these classes, but it's almost making me more nervous about labor & delivery. Part of it has to do with the fact that I have just pushed (no pun intended) the whole idea out of my mind and now I am forced to think about what will actually happen when you are born. But then again, it's one day. You will bring us a lifetime of joy. That thought far outweighs and any pain or discomfort I could possibly imagine. You in my arms. Me as your Mom. I can't wait! The class started out with some massage and breathing lessons. We talked about Lamaze and focus breathing during pushing. Then we discussed what will happen with you right after birth. One interesting fact I need to remember is that you need breastfeed right away even before your first bath and nursery visit. Once you have a bath and get all cleaned up, you might not breastfeed as well because you will get cold and have all sorts of new smells on you. It also makes for a special bonding time for our new family before everyone get their hands on you and passes you around. Once you and I are cleaned up, of course our family & friends will be welcome to see you. But I think it is important that the very first thing that happens is a bonding between you, me, and your Daddy. The last part of the class was spent discussing pain control during delivery. We watched a video on epidurals/pain management and looked at all the tools a doctor or nurse might use. It was comforting to know that the drugs will be there when I need them! Next week we tour the maternity ward. I know that will be fun and I am looking forward to it.
Love,
Mom
There has been a lot going on in Munchkinland during the past few days.
Sugars- I went to the doctor on Monday morning and received a nice pat on the back for controlling my sugar levels. Then, after Monday morning's reading, it was like the medicine quit working. My sugars are elevated (after eating standard meals) and I have been experiencing some mild cramping/tightening of my belly. I called the doctor yesterday because I know that something isn't right. He has doubled my dosage of medication in an effort to bring down my numbers. I started the new dosage this morning and so far so good. Breakfast reading was slightly higher than the norm, but it might take a while for the medicine to kick in. Due to the Strep B fiasco, I am slightly paranoid whenever my belly hurts. I am not sure if it is due to infection, stress, high sugar, or even the way I have to hunch over at my desk all day. Add that to my worry about rising sugars combined total lack of sleep and it makes for one very grumpy mama. I did take a Tylenol PM last night which helped my get a few hours of much needed sleep. I felt better this morning and perhaps all I need is this bump in medication. Hopefully that will be all it takes to get me back on track.
Massage- You Daddy surprised me with a gift of a prenatal massage yesterday. It's just what I need and couldn't have come at a better time. There is a lady who comes to Moses Cone to give little mini-massages once a week or so. She needed some help with her computer, so your Dad traded his computer skills for her massage skills. I just need to call her to set up the appointment after work or on the weekend. Your Dad is going on his annual golf trip the weekend after next, so I might schedule it then since I will have lots of "me" time that weekend. Yeah!
3rd Birth & Baby Class- We had our third B&B Class last night. As usual, it was very informative and slightly scary. I know I am learning a lot from these classes, but it's almost making me more nervous about labor & delivery. Part of it has to do with the fact that I have just pushed (no pun intended) the whole idea out of my mind and now I am forced to think about what will actually happen when you are born. But then again, it's one day. You will bring us a lifetime of joy. That thought far outweighs and any pain or discomfort I could possibly imagine. You in my arms. Me as your Mom. I can't wait! The class started out with some massage and breathing lessons. We talked about Lamaze and focus breathing during pushing. Then we discussed what will happen with you right after birth. One interesting fact I need to remember is that you need breastfeed right away even before your first bath and nursery visit. Once you have a bath and get all cleaned up, you might not breastfeed as well because you will get cold and have all sorts of new smells on you. It also makes for a special bonding time for our new family before everyone get their hands on you and passes you around. Once you and I are cleaned up, of course our family & friends will be welcome to see you. But I think it is important that the very first thing that happens is a bonding between you, me, and your Daddy. The last part of the class was spent discussing pain control during delivery. We watched a video on epidurals/pain management and looked at all the tools a doctor or nurse might use. It was comforting to know that the drugs will be there when I need them! Next week we tour the maternity ward. I know that will be fun and I am looking forward to it.
Love,
Mom
August 25, 2008
Holy Upcoming Appointments
Dear Munchkin,
I went to see Doctor Davis this morning for a quick check-in. My total weight gain is +2.2 lbs, my blood pressure was 130/72, and your heart rate was 140. Doctor Davis checked my sugar log book and was extremely happy with my numbers. It appears that the medicine and my diet control are really paying off. I am very proud of your Daddy and I. I was thrilled that he was happy with the way things are looking. I just need to continue of on this path of self monitoring and healthy eating. On the down side, starting next week, Doctor D has ordered twice weekly Non-Stress-Tests. Apparently, this type of medication *could* lead to increased risk of still birth. He did stress that he doesn't think I am specifically "at risk", but he still needs to make sure to keep a close watch on you (whew!). Basically, the NST involves hooking me up to a machine which records your heart rate for a period of about 15-20 minutes. They look for patterns, regularity, and consistency. It's not really such a big deal, it's just more of an inconvenience since it will take up a lot of time during the work week. I will also have another ultrasound @ 32 weeks and there could be more to follow. Between doctor visits, baby classes, and getting everything ready for you, September is shaping up to be one b.u.s.y. month!
I love you,
Mama
I went to see Doctor Davis this morning for a quick check-in. My total weight gain is +2.2 lbs, my blood pressure was 130/72, and your heart rate was 140. Doctor Davis checked my sugar log book and was extremely happy with my numbers. It appears that the medicine and my diet control are really paying off. I am very proud of your Daddy and I. I was thrilled that he was happy with the way things are looking. I just need to continue of on this path of self monitoring and healthy eating. On the down side, starting next week, Doctor D has ordered twice weekly Non-Stress-Tests. Apparently, this type of medication *could* lead to increased risk of still birth. He did stress that he doesn't think I am specifically "at risk", but he still needs to make sure to keep a close watch on you (whew!). Basically, the NST involves hooking me up to a machine which records your heart rate for a period of about 15-20 minutes. They look for patterns, regularity, and consistency. It's not really such a big deal, it's just more of an inconvenience since it will take up a lot of time during the work week. I will also have another ultrasound @ 32 weeks and there could be more to follow. Between doctor visits, baby classes, and getting everything ready for you, September is shaping up to be one b.u.s.y. month!
I love you,
Mama
August 20, 2008
2nd Birth & Baby Class
Dearest Little One,
Last night was our second birth & baby class. When we arrived, Cheryl was already putting the pregnancy pack (boobs and all) on one of the unsuspecting Dads. It was pretty funny! Your Dad didn't get "chosen" last night, but all of the Dads will wear it at some point, so I need to remember my camera next week. We started off class with a review from last week complete with door prizes. Candy...which I can't have ..ummp. Then we watched a video of one couple's birth story which did not involve medication and featured a very supportive husband. It was beautiful to watch, but I am pretty sure that it wasn't a typical birth scenario. I know they aren't actors, it all seemed a little too calm and relaxed for me to completely buy. I think they must have edited some bad language or at the very least a few of her grimaces of pain/moaning. After the video, we split into two groups (guys & gals) to discuss what to bring to the hospital and what to do at the hospital. We made a list for the guys and vice versa. It reminded me that I do need to start thinking about packing a bag or at least get some sort of list started. About half way through the class, we took a much needed bathroom break and I checked my sugars. They were a little on the low side (which kind of makes me feel badly) and I need to work on getting them into the right zone. It's difficult because I am so afraid of them being high that I overcompensate by restrictive eating. That's not good either. With this new medicine, I have to learn how to balance things. It will come with practice, I am sure. After the break, we watched another video about changing positions during labor and getting the baby to face the correct way. There was a lot of discussion about back labor. Apparently this is a common problem for first time Moms and usually results in a C-section. I really hope that you don't get confused and turn the wrong way. The last part of the class was spent practicing massage techniques on each other. The assigned homework is that your Dad has to give me three massages this week. I am really looking forward to it and would love to have a professional prenatal massage. Next week we will attend our third class plus the fifth class because of a scheduling conflict in September. I am sure it will be information overload!
I love you,
Mom
Last night was our second birth & baby class. When we arrived, Cheryl was already putting the pregnancy pack (boobs and all) on one of the unsuspecting Dads. It was pretty funny! Your Dad didn't get "chosen" last night, but all of the Dads will wear it at some point, so I need to remember my camera next week. We started off class with a review from last week complete with door prizes. Candy...which I can't have ..ummp. Then we watched a video of one couple's birth story which did not involve medication and featured a very supportive husband. It was beautiful to watch, but I am pretty sure that it wasn't a typical birth scenario. I know they aren't actors, it all seemed a little too calm and relaxed for me to completely buy. I think they must have edited some bad language or at the very least a few of her grimaces of pain/moaning. After the video, we split into two groups (guys & gals) to discuss what to bring to the hospital and what to do at the hospital. We made a list for the guys and vice versa. It reminded me that I do need to start thinking about packing a bag or at least get some sort of list started. About half way through the class, we took a much needed bathroom break and I checked my sugars. They were a little on the low side (which kind of makes me feel badly) and I need to work on getting them into the right zone. It's difficult because I am so afraid of them being high that I overcompensate by restrictive eating. That's not good either. With this new medicine, I have to learn how to balance things. It will come with practice, I am sure. After the break, we watched another video about changing positions during labor and getting the baby to face the correct way. There was a lot of discussion about back labor. Apparently this is a common problem for first time Moms and usually results in a C-section. I really hope that you don't get confused and turn the wrong way. The last part of the class was spent practicing massage techniques on each other. The assigned homework is that your Dad has to give me three massages this week. I am really looking forward to it and would love to have a professional prenatal massage. Next week we will attend our third class plus the fifth class because of a scheduling conflict in September. I am sure it will be information overload!
I love you,
Mom
August 19, 2008
Good Checkup
Dear Munchkin,
It's been a while since I have left the doctor's office feeling like we were all in a good place. This morning, I meet with Doctor Tavon (Doctor D is on va-ca) and he gave me an excellent report. My total weight gain is up +.8 lbs, blood pressure is 118/70 and your heart rate was 158 bpm. It took the nurse a while to find your heart beat since you were wiggling around like crazy. We could both feel you moving around, but you were being uncooperative by facing my back. Doctor Tavon checked my sugar log book and told me that everything looked great. I expressed some concern that my sugars seem to be elevated in the evening and he said that perhaps after next week's check up we could do some modification to the medicine. For example, taking half the pill in the morning and the other half at night. He did say that some of my sugars are borderline, but that probably isn't the reason for "my humongous baby" (now I am wondering what is?) and that I should expect more ultrasounds. I told him that I was still very concerned about controlling my sugars and your weight gain. "Keep up the good work" was his response. That was encouraging to hear! I will report back to the office again on Monday with another week's worth of data. This evening, your Dad and I have our second Birth & Baby class and I am sure it will be very informative. I will fill you in on all that we learn tonight in tomorrow's letter.
I love you,
Mom
It's been a while since I have left the doctor's office feeling like we were all in a good place. This morning, I meet with Doctor Tavon (Doctor D is on va-ca) and he gave me an excellent report. My total weight gain is up +.8 lbs, blood pressure is 118/70 and your heart rate was 158 bpm. It took the nurse a while to find your heart beat since you were wiggling around like crazy. We could both feel you moving around, but you were being uncooperative by facing my back. Doctor Tavon checked my sugar log book and told me that everything looked great. I expressed some concern that my sugars seem to be elevated in the evening and he said that perhaps after next week's check up we could do some modification to the medicine. For example, taking half the pill in the morning and the other half at night. He did say that some of my sugars are borderline, but that probably isn't the reason for "my humongous baby" (now I am wondering what is?) and that I should expect more ultrasounds. I told him that I was still very concerned about controlling my sugars and your weight gain. "Keep up the good work" was his response. That was encouraging to hear! I will report back to the office again on Monday with another week's worth of data. This evening, your Dad and I have our second Birth & Baby class and I am sure it will be very informative. I will fill you in on all that we learn tonight in tomorrow's letter.
I love you,
Mom
August 14, 2008
Big Stuff
Dear Munchkin,
Yesterday your Dad and I went to see Doctor Davis for another ultrasound and a recheck of my sugar levels. Everything looked good on the screen and the technician told us that you were indeed measuring bigger than expected. So we weren't surprised when Doctor D told us the same thing. However, we were shocked when he told us how much bigger you actually are. They estimated your weight to be approximately 3.5lbs. That puts you into the 91st percentile for growth at this point. Your target growth should only be somewhere in the 50th percentile. Because my body is not processing sugar well, you are producing way more insulin than needed. Insulin is growth hormone, thus causing you put on weight a lot more quickly than desired. Doctor Davis explained to us that during this stage (28-33 weeks), you are beginning a period of rapid physical growth and are really starting to pack on the "baby fat". If we can tighten down your insulin levels, things will probably shift back to the natural progression of weight gain. So I have started an oral medication (not insulin shots) called Glyburide once a day to control my blood sugar. Even though I am trying my hardest to control my sugars with diet and exercise, I still need help in the form of medication. Taking this medicine will require weekly check in's with the doctor. When I hit 32 weeks I will likely need twice weekly monitoring and I can probably expect more ultrasounds. He mentioned that I have a lot of fluid which should be reduced by the medication. Glyburide is a diuretic that helps reduce fluid/glucose which in turn lowers insulin levels. Hopefully I will be able to pee out all the excess glucose that's making you grow larger! Even though this isn't the desired outcome, I am trying to stay positive and remember that Doctor Davis is doing everything he can so that we remain healthy. The bottom line is that I need to do what's best for you and myself. I will still continue the diet regiment and finger prick monitoring. I hope to see my sugar levels dropping off consistently and the medication doing it's job. Some other statistics from yesterday's visit: blood pressure of 122/80, your heart rate was 142, and my total weight gain is down to -.6 lbs. Again the weight thing baffles me because the average pregnant woman has gained between 17 and 24lbs at this point, plus I have a growing belly with a 3.5lb baby inside. My prayer is that my efforts and this medicine will ensure you remain healthy. That's all that matter to me now. And forever.
I love you,
Mom
Yesterday your Dad and I went to see Doctor Davis for another ultrasound and a recheck of my sugar levels. Everything looked good on the screen and the technician told us that you were indeed measuring bigger than expected. So we weren't surprised when Doctor D told us the same thing. However, we were shocked when he told us how much bigger you actually are. They estimated your weight to be approximately 3.5lbs. That puts you into the 91st percentile for growth at this point. Your target growth should only be somewhere in the 50th percentile. Because my body is not processing sugar well, you are producing way more insulin than needed. Insulin is growth hormone, thus causing you put on weight a lot more quickly than desired. Doctor Davis explained to us that during this stage (28-33 weeks), you are beginning a period of rapid physical growth and are really starting to pack on the "baby fat". If we can tighten down your insulin levels, things will probably shift back to the natural progression of weight gain. So I have started an oral medication (not insulin shots) called Glyburide once a day to control my blood sugar. Even though I am trying my hardest to control my sugars with diet and exercise, I still need help in the form of medication. Taking this medicine will require weekly check in's with the doctor. When I hit 32 weeks I will likely need twice weekly monitoring and I can probably expect more ultrasounds. He mentioned that I have a lot of fluid which should be reduced by the medication. Glyburide is a diuretic that helps reduce fluid/glucose which in turn lowers insulin levels. Hopefully I will be able to pee out all the excess glucose that's making you grow larger! Even though this isn't the desired outcome, I am trying to stay positive and remember that Doctor Davis is doing everything he can so that we remain healthy. The bottom line is that I need to do what's best for you and myself. I will still continue the diet regiment and finger prick monitoring. I hope to see my sugar levels dropping off consistently and the medication doing it's job. Some other statistics from yesterday's visit: blood pressure of 122/80, your heart rate was 142, and my total weight gain is down to -.6 lbs. Again the weight thing baffles me because the average pregnant woman has gained between 17 and 24lbs at this point, plus I have a growing belly with a 3.5lb baby inside. My prayer is that my efforts and this medicine will ensure you remain healthy. That's all that matter to me now. And forever.
I love you,
Mom
August 13, 2008
Birth & Baby Class
Dear Munchkin,
Last night your Daddy and I attended our first Birth & Baby class. In an attempt to gain some insight into labor, delivery, and all things baby, we will be meeting once a week for the next five weeks. Our class size was about thirty people. We started the class by talking to the couple next to us and introducing them to everyone. Of course, this is the first baby for all and most people are worried about the pain of labor. I was the only one whose worry is lack of sleep! We were also just about the only couple who aren't finding out the gender. After the introductions, Cheryl (our teacher) talked about the anatomy of labor. I will spare you all the details. In fact, most of the time I was making my "EWWWW" face while she was lecturing. Next, we watched a video about the stages of labor. It broke down early labor, active labor, transition, pushing, and delivery. It also showed an actual delivery and delivery of the placenta. I did close my eyes during that part. I know it's coming and I have accepted it, but I just don't really want to SEE it happening to someone else. Once the video was over, Cheryl reiterated and expanded on all of the stages, signs of labor, what you are feeling (mentally and physically), and the role that partners play during this time. It was interesting, but still a little scary. The last half an hour was spent on the floor with pillows, practicing breathing and relaxing techniques. This was the best part! She coached us through some exercises that are designed to help everyone "calm down" during the big event. I think I need to start practicing now! Overall, we really enjoyed the class and are looking forward learning more about this whole process. It did reassure me that I am not alone in my fears and offered a sense of control about the situation. Cheryl has a very humorous and calming way about presenting some potentially frightening material!
In other news, I went to the doctor this morning for my ultrasound and checkup. Don't worry, things are OK, but I need to devote a whole other letter to fill you in on all the details. Work is piling up left and right and I need to focus on that for a while today. I promise, I will update soon.
I love you,
Mom
Last night your Daddy and I attended our first Birth & Baby class. In an attempt to gain some insight into labor, delivery, and all things baby, we will be meeting once a week for the next five weeks. Our class size was about thirty people. We started the class by talking to the couple next to us and introducing them to everyone. Of course, this is the first baby for all and most people are worried about the pain of labor. I was the only one whose worry is lack of sleep! We were also just about the only couple who aren't finding out the gender. After the introductions, Cheryl (our teacher) talked about the anatomy of labor. I will spare you all the details. In fact, most of the time I was making my "EWWWW" face while she was lecturing. Next, we watched a video about the stages of labor. It broke down early labor, active labor, transition, pushing, and delivery. It also showed an actual delivery and delivery of the placenta. I did close my eyes during that part. I know it's coming and I have accepted it, but I just don't really want to SEE it happening to someone else. Once the video was over, Cheryl reiterated and expanded on all of the stages, signs of labor, what you are feeling (mentally and physically), and the role that partners play during this time. It was interesting, but still a little scary. The last half an hour was spent on the floor with pillows, practicing breathing and relaxing techniques. This was the best part! She coached us through some exercises that are designed to help everyone "calm down" during the big event. I think I need to start practicing now! Overall, we really enjoyed the class and are looking forward learning more about this whole process. It did reassure me that I am not alone in my fears and offered a sense of control about the situation. Cheryl has a very humorous and calming way about presenting some potentially frightening material!
In other news, I went to the doctor this morning for my ultrasound and checkup. Don't worry, things are OK, but I need to devote a whole other letter to fill you in on all the details. Work is piling up left and right and I need to focus on that for a while today. I promise, I will update soon.
I love you,
Mom
August 11, 2008
Sweet
Dear Munchkin,
How nice are your Daddy's co-workers? They sent this email invite out today. Two showers in one weekend. Squeeeeee!!!!!
Love, Mom and Dad
How nice are your Daddy's co-workers? They sent this email invite out today. Two showers in one weekend. Squeeeeee!!!!!
Love, Mom and Dad
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